The Little Girl Who Was Forgotten

Hot Spanish men, here I come!!!!!!!!

Yay yay yay yay yay we're officially booked for Barcelona!!!! I'm so friggin excited I can't even contain myself. I can't believe I'm actually going away - and to a place where I'll be surrounded by beautiful Spanish men, tapas, sangria and the beach!! sigh... 49 days and counting... :) yippeeeeeee!!!!

My Craig's list obsession is getting out of hand...

Okay, so in all fairness I have posted a few things on Craig's list and was kinda giddy when I sold them. I know I did get all obsessed with the Missed Connections page a while back... But today, I made the mistake (?) of clicking on the Casual Encounters page.. OMG. who the fuck are these people??!! I have to admit, it's kind of like the whole train wreck thing, I can't help but keep clicking on the next one and reading - man, this shit is messed up! We all get lonely, I understand that... sadly, I understand that a little too well. But I just don't get how someone would post a picture - ahem - of themselves and then wait in hopes of some random responding. I guess I just think it's pathetic enough that I've done the online dating thing, and can't imagine going further into that black hole. Craziness. And here I was just innocently selling my ex boyfriends shit.. hehe ;)

Pathetic, Inc.

So I think I've been delusional and hopeful for a while now. The 'hopeful' part doesn't seem so bad when you think about it, but when you mix it with the 'delusional' bit... yeah, not so much. I've been working on my shit for some time now, and I think I'm getting closer. I have had quite a number of set-backs lately, but then I have days like today that make me think I'm getting closer to where I need to be. I had the most productive and energetic day today, and it has made me see things in a more positive light. Not only do things look better, they feel better. So as long as I can keep going in this direction, it's going to be good. I have a few things to look forward to, and none of those things have anything to do with anyone else - which I have to say, is a good thing. So, here's to the start of a good week. Let's hope I get a good random on my iPod tomorrow morning. ;)