I am too much, aren't I??

I know I can be way too intense for some people. Should I apologize for that? Or should I just take it for what it is and go with it? I both take offense and am embarrassed when people say "tell us how you really feel" - I'm not sure why, but that statement has always pissed me off to no end. WTF - is it really that out of the ordinary that someone actually verbalizes what they are feeling?? I just broke my favourite little measuring device tonight - completely by accident. I'm fucking pissed off that I've broken it. I am pissed off that they no longer design them like this. ("them" being fucking Ikea. yeah, yeah - fuck you. I like the design of this measuring beaker, they make them all fairy-like now and it doesn't "work" as well as it used to... but I'm moving on) I'm supposed to just get over it, (as I will in about ten minutes), and act as though nothing has happened. I'm pissed. But I'll get over it. WHY can't I BE pissed for those ten minutes without having someone point out how emotional I'm being??? This is what gets me. THIS is why I get pissed when people say, "tell us how you really feel".. How about you go fuck yourself? How's that for telling you how I really feel? (Man, I'm glad that not too many people have access to this, cause I'm not painting myself in a pretty light right now... geez) How's that for a colourful post... On a happy note, I wrote out a whole bunch of ideas for creative projects and thoughts after work today. I'm ready to put this energy to good use. Let's see where this takes us... Happy fucking Tuesday.