So anyone who knows me, knows that music is probably one of the most important parts of my life. Music plays such a huge role... and some days it's even annoying. When I get a wicked random on my iPod, it makes my day seem all that much better. But with that comes the days that I get a shitty random... it can seriously fuck up the rest of my day! I know some people think that's completely crazy, but I don't fucking care.
Anyone who knows me, also knows that the universe has a "plan" for me. I've realized that this is a secret I'm not in on. I have had a lot of crazy random moments and have experienced a lot of things that make most people shake their heads, bug their eyes out and ask to hear more like it's a fucking train wreck. In those moments, my horoscopes and the "soundtrack of my life" really make me think that there is someone fucking watching my every move. There seems to be an eerie connection with whatever emotion I'm going through and the songs that I hear or what my horoscope says or whatever random "moment" I become a part of. Some days it freaks the shit out of me, and I honestly look around to see where the fucking cameras are. Don't get me wrong, it's not always bad either. I've got some awesome horoscopes and fortune cookie fortunes tacked up on my fridge to remind me that it's not always bad. I think I have gotten so used to things not working out that I put a lot of stock in the shit that's surrounding me, as I always feel as though there is a reason for it. Which to a certain extent, is true. But then, fuckkkkkk... how do I shut it off and just enjoy it? Some days I'm better at it than others. Those are probably the good iPod random days... :)
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